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Created on 2007-02-20 20:56:54 (#12332847), last updated 2007-08-10

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Name:	Lexi
Birthdate:	1984-05-17

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Yessirr. He's the love of my life. ♥~
I started off with not much to say, now look at it, geez. O_e
Don't try to IM me, I don't have AIM right now.
And I'm probably going to get a new sn, I've had the same one for 8 years...
Mission accomplished!! I have a new AIM, [kyoaven] and if we have the same interests feel free to IM me. n_n
Anywayzez~
If you want to get to know me go ahead.
If not, then keep on moving asshat.

→ gehinbootoku @ LJ

gehinbootoku is a combination of the Japanese words for vulgar & profanity.
I'm sure it's not even grammatically correct seeing as how I don't even know how the Japanese language is structured when it comes to that.
I know how some stuff is structured.
Forgive.
I am just learning after all.

→ I'll bloom as the poison flower.

Real name-Alexandra. Call me Lexi--it makes me smile. I answer to many other things, but you will find that out in time. Twenty-two years old. ADD. OCD-ish. I am terribly obsessive about things, and when I get depressed, and have my anxiety attacks I get clingy, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. When I'm feeling allright I'm fairly independent, I try not to be a burden, or throw all my problems on one person.I don't take medication ~~maybe I should start~~ Nor have I ever been to therapy. Self destruction has been my therapy for seven years now. I'm also spastically excitable, meaning I flail I squeak, and just generally cause a a ruckus when I see or experience something that makes me happy. To the point of causing headaches for myself TT^TT

In other words, I am emotionally intense this does not meant that I am "emo". I am not over dramatic, and irrational. I try to rationalize most of my negative emotions before I let them get to me. The happy part though..I could find a new pretty eyeshadow and be happy for hours. ^^

I care alot for someone even if I have never met them, if you are willing to show that I mean something to you, and you don't agitate every fiber of my being, I am willing to show the same for you. It can be more than just "lolz internets" to me when it comes to friendships.

I am highly empathetic, but given certain people/circumstances I can tell you to go "Jump in a fire and die." Without flinching or feeling bad about it. I am a pretty decent person, so chances are if I tell you to do that you really do desereve it, and are a stupid fuck. xD

→ The love is destroying you.

Music, Anime, Video games, Friends, & Make-up.
Those are few of my favorite things.
In no particular order, however; music will always be #1. It's the only thing that makes me feel as alive as I think I could ever possibly feel. Certain songs make nerves come alive, and if I delve myself into the song enough my hand spasms. oO;
True story. My favorite band is Dir en Grey I love Kyo as much as I think I possibly could without actually knowing him, and I mean that in the least fangirl-ish way possible. ~~Even though my brain did go into happy overload when I saw Diru live.~~ ← Hey I was less than 20ft away from him, I was allowed to squeak once ~~or maybe it was twice~~. >.>; Some of my other favorites are: Girugamesh, lynch, Deathgaze, GazzetE.
In no particular order. And if you haven't guessed it yet I am a huge fan of J-rock/Visual kei/Oshare kei. Yup~ ♥

Headers contain lyrics from Diru's "Jealous"

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